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@Appleblossom I was spoilt rotten by my ex and kids. Had dinner together spoke to son1 who is overseas and now is back in love with his online gf..... plus it was his 30th birthday so it was a special day. I am sorry yours wasnt better 
. Wish I could play the piano.... what an intelligent lady you are Applexxx
@TABs I only ever had one fight where I pulled a girls hair and she just kept saying for me to stop so I did ...... that was it.
My ex played too many women off against each other regarding children,since 1986... to be decent about mothers day for me. It was a joke to him, and nothing ever properly celebrated, tho now he pretends to my son he is sincere, and it is all the girls' decisions, and he is innocent. I even had them all over for christmases hoping he might do the divorce right, but no.
I pretended to my son it was not, and heard nothing about it from him or my daughter/s. WHen I feel unworthy and have to swallow too many random barbs I get bad compelling SI. All noirmal family celebrations have been a total zero for over 20 years. I now think of it as DVA, but did not realise at first, as I was too busy doing baby things.
My wrists were really bad at the time I left marriage, after 16 yrs, normal hard work, but now piano and computer can trigger them, including nerve pains and all that.
