Lived Experience Forum

[wild_rose]

My partner decided last night that he wants a break from the relationship. I feel crushed.

I'm being admitted again tomorrow to the same psych facility I was in last time.

I never wanted any of this. All I wanted was to return to work.

This year definitely has been the worst year on record for me. 2 broken bones, 3 lots of major surgery, 2 major breakdowns and now this. I'm just over it. Over everything. I'm exhausted and am not coping.

[flybluebird]

Hey there @wild_rose I can understand why you feel exhausted.
Sounds like a really difficult year, I’m sorry that you’ve experienced all of that.

I think just one of those things would really impact someone at any given time.

I think it show’s a lot of resilience at just how you’re doing right now despite that & reaching out here along fellow peers.

Did you find any part of being at the facility helpful last time?

Here with you @wild_rose 

[Dimity]

@wild_rose just a note to say how sorry I am for what you're going through. Good on you for reaching out. I hope and trust that you'll find some respite and healing over the next little while. Sending you best wishes

Dimity

[LostAngel]

sending @wild_rose some love your way your definetly not the only one whos had a tough year ,lots of us here can understand,take a break from everything and focus on you,hope things improove after some rest and care

[AussieRecharger]

Hey @wild_rose 

Moe often than not, we are given the things we do not want.  Here for you, if you need to talk. 

[wild_rose]

Hi @flybluebird 

Last time I was here I started making progress but was discharged early due to a crisis. I'm hoping this time to be released when I'm in a better place.

@Dimity @LostAngel @AussieRecharger Thank you all. The support helps me fell less alone. It's been a hard few days, trying to stay strong and putting on a facade so my Mum doesn't see how bad an effect it's having on me, I'm exhausted and now can finally process and fall apart if needed

[Paperdaisy]

Glad you are in a safe place @wild_rose Take care 💕

[AussieRecharger]

@wild_rose

Your welcome.. What are you feeling right now?  like when you think of how your hands and feet and body feels?

[wild_rose]

@AussieRechargerTo be perfectly honest I'm not entirely sure how I am feeling, if I had to describe it I would probably say very numb, I haven't really cried, which is unusual, everything feels so surreal, like a nightmare I am just waiting to wake from, I think I might be in a dissociative state, but not entirely sure.

[AussieRecharger]

Shock maybe @wild_rose ?

How about today.. anything changed?