I will escape the minds prison

[Nospines]

Hello all I am new here. I'll just share the way I feel. I struggled with suicide ideation/attempts for a while but I gave up on that. Instead I've isolated myself and withdrawn from everyone and everything. In a way my life has died but I am still breathing. A form of self inflicted torture really. I no longer wanted to interact or participate as I have a strong feeling that this reality isn't real. That every person I see out in public is part of an elaborate scheme against me. They're all out to get me ya know. I have tried to get psychological help but I strongly felt that the psychologist is plotting against me aswell. In a world full of people who are just actors in a sick and twisted film about yourself, who can you speak to? 

[RiverSeal]

Hey @Nospines, thank you for sharing your experiences with the community!

It sounds like you are going through a tough time at the moment, and you are demonstrating your strength and resilience in sharing your thoughts and feelings with the community. The Forums are a great place to connect with others who share similar experiences, and we also have the Guided Recovery here at SANE. 

Perhaps you might like to connect with a Counsellor or Peer Support Worker over the phone and talk about what is going on for you. I will pop the referral link here if you feel like it would be beneficial for you: https://www.sane.org/referral?gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAiA65m7BhAwEiwAAgu4JAER2hritEruhHTSkckfRZW2xMr... 

Take care

RiverSeal