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aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont talk so loud ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont say that ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh behave yourself (at47years)ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh your ungratefull for everything weve done ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont use bi-polar as an excuse ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont use your experience as your excuse aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh believe me no believe me no believe me ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no wonder i am writing these words in a "sane" forum to some how vent to someone who wont get hurt by me talking to them ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh - - - - - Having a mood disorder or feeling abnormal for a long time now on meds for bipolar family says dont use bipolar as an excuse well then why the fricken heck am i on meds if i cant use the reason for my fluctuating moods bastard depression erradicate bipolar diss-ease ahhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah yeah the only thing that helps is diet and exercise im too slack and I find the only things for me that help are music(when im not paranoid) and when i am paranoid I write and write and write and whilst i dont expect an answer in return i am amazed at how liberating writing can be. I usually write in my diary confidentially so then why am i writing where people can read this is puzzling to me, is this me reaching out to a person? Is this me wanting to be heard instead of being so insular, is this me searching for some feedback with their own story to help make me feel more fortunate cause someone else has done it harder and tougher than me ahhhhhhhhhhhhh sometimes i say foolish things for which i am always apologising for, im sorry perhaps someone reads my story and goes wow a like minded person i get that and woways me that i hate so much ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh perhaps someone can read this and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh that is my goal to someday smile and laugh a genuine smile and laugh Id love to laugh again hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ramblings from a searching not so lonely person !
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22-11-2014 10:23 PM - edited 23-11-2014 05:25 PM
22-11-2014 10:23 PM - edited 23-11-2014 05:25 PM
Goodgutz, I withdrew my last comment, not nice,.
loopy
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